Chaos and release

Why are you here?
I really should be alone about this


A stormy field of emptiness is coming closer
people are coming and going
to me they are only shadows in another dimension
passing, like a view from the train


The fear is running like silver through my veins
my shoulders are tightening up
preparing, ready to defend
the air is slowly disappearing from my lungs


Why are u still here?
I´m used to be alone about this


Nails are penetrating my skin
raping my nerves, judging my sanity
nails like knifes feasting on flesh
trying to kill away the pain


My mind wants to run away
it´s not safe to be a part of this
but how and where to escape
when my body still remains


Who am I?
I hope I´m alone about this


A polluted darkness has arrived
making a space between complete madness and common sense
the body´s resting after battle, eyes are closed, 
I´ve forgot what it is to breathe


An eternity of silence
then, a silky sound far away in the distance
hauling me back to face the reality
the sound is convincing, calming


Are u still here?
I thought I was alone about this


Searching through memory, I´ve known this sound before, 
it´s the voice of the northern light
"I love you"
the soul is surrendering in tears of relief


Body is soon at ease
awakening the senses back to life
is this what it´s like to be safe?
eyes meet after sharing a new experience


So, your still here
Thank you, for not leaving me alone about this