Chaos and release

Why are you here?
I really should be alone about this


A stormy field of emptiness is coming closer
people are coming and going
to me they are only shadows in another dimension
passing, like a view from the train


The fear is running like silver through my veins
my shoulders are tightening up
preparing, ready to defend
the air is slowly disappearing from my lungs


Why are u still here?
I´m used to be alone about this


Nails are penetrating my skin
raping my nerves, judging my sanity
nails like knifes feasting on flesh
trying to kill away the pain


My mind wants to run away
it´s not safe to be a part of this
but how and where to escape
when my body still remains


Who am I?
I hope I´m alone about this


A polluted darkness has arrived
making a space between complete madness and common sense
the body´s resting after battle, eyes are closed, 
I´ve forgot what it is to breathe


An eternity of silence
then, a silky sound far away in the distance
hauling me back to face the reality
the sound is convincing, calming


Are u still here?
I thought I was alone about this


Searching through memory, I´ve known this sound before, 
it´s the voice of the northern light
"I love you"
the soul is surrendering in tears of relief


Body is soon at ease
awakening the senses back to life
is this what it´s like to be safe?
eyes meet after sharing a new experience


So, your still here
Thank you, for not leaving me alone about this

Let´s do magic!

I´ve been long gone, i´ve learned how to feel free

now that i have returned, the city has changed

or is it just me?

I´m learning how to trust, it soothes and calms my soul

my heart is opening up

it´s not like i´ve been told

After being a few hours away from who my heart belongs to

the view of the world is different

everything is new

Last night, full of fright and one only thought

"The world is no longer safe"

but the past can shut up

I´m willing to risk, it´s time to let go

this is the magic moment

lets start something beautiful to grow

The world seems much better now.

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